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Saturday, March 17, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
F..U..
Shit happens, bt when it comes to him..its raining shit. Ive decided to say what ive been meaning to. I was an ass before when i was still a kid and i apologized to him. Bt it seems that something about me makes him wanna beat me up or something. Wasn my fault i was raised by my mom, that doesn mean i dont go through shit, my life wasn all rainbows and butterfly, he thinks just because i have my mom growing up life was easier, and according to him he has an 'unfortunate' one. Ive tried everything to mend things between us, i did all the shits he asked me to without complains up to now, but nothing is ever enough. My big brother thinks that he is 'preparing' me for the work life. Well as long as im getting paid to be asked around, take shit from thats no problem, i dont need this shit from my family, like i dont have enough problem in hand, he just need to pick up a fight with me when im having my 2nd electrical phase test the day after..you don't have anybody dying somewhere whining about how unfortunate their life is do you? if you do..then i rest my case..
phuuuu~~k uuuu
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
PND certs..and what ive been up to
Ahhh who would've thought 5 years has passed since pteb, good times =]... and today we got our pnd certs =D hell yeah, and 3 months left till i finish my course =D and still good times not wasted ==,
its already 1 month 2 weeks ive been following the routine and diet..and theres and 1 month 3 weeks to go..nda seberapa bt like they say 'you might not be there yet, but ur getting closer each day' =)
its already 1 month 2 weeks ive been following the routine and diet..and theres and 1 month 3 weeks to go..nda seberapa bt like they say 'you might not be there yet, but ur getting closer each day' =)
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Wednesday, February 15, 2012
2012
This year is where it all ends, this is when i complete my diploma and finally get a work! seriously cant wait for it all to be over..havent been blogging much since we are busy with our final year project and presentation..we have our ups and downs, mostly down lah..its hard to do it when everybody else is doing something related and we are doing toys -.- well since our first idea was rejected..cant blame for having sucky one..just hope it can be done in time..and go through this shit.here are some pictures of our overtime in the workshop and after..
Thursday, January 19, 2012
chinese new year doesn look so good
came back yesterday, chilling with mameh, watched movies..woke up this morning im in hell load of pain, oh god. cant sit right, cant walk right, moaning and groaning while going down the stairs do get a glass of water..apparently i ruptured a blood vessel or something..cant work out for awhile =S sigh, when i get 5 days holiday this comes up..this year's january is the worst..well, like the kid with no slippers in india said 'its ok, the guy next to me has no feet' =P took some pain killer, i think im just gonna rest..
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Piccies!!
ohh yeah some piccies =) havent posted any picture for a long time.. -.-no access to camera..so here we go=)
This is a picture of my american guinea pig named dog dog xD
What i drew during break, half asleep, bored and waiting for ISIC class..=)
coming mid jan.
School just started a week ago..and im back home now -.- alot to do with final project and shit..presentation is gonna be done by me, i think only 30% or less is done so far =S the mathematical part is so not my thing..been failing maths since form 3 =.=..
alot of my classmate is getting cool ass smartphone after holiday..kinda jealous, but im keeping it cool =P chilling like a boss!! that phrase is so stuck in my head lol..hmmm gonna go to this bbq thingy later =S im kinda tired...we'll see bout that..
i heard this thingy from my cuz, 2 bruneian kid went for a holiday to china with their family, age unknown...got kidnapped, have not been found since last month or so...IN BANGKOK!! WITH NO ARM!! slumdog millionaire?? only one of the kid was found the other is still missing..he was told that the kid was brought to bangkok, got one of his arm chopped off and was told to beg...hope they'll get the other poor kid too =(....thats a WTF for me..5 months and 13 days left till attachment and work!! cant wait to earn=))
umm =) i wish i know what you want..
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Happy New Year

hype about 2012..who knows, happy new year =) nothing special this year..tommorow im off to kb..just great =S
Saturday, December 31, 2011
aches all over my body..
so...got this work from ajis to set up and pack bouncers up..B$20 per bouncer..and i did two...why? cuz its fucking exhausting..well atleast the money isn bad..start doing the bouncer work on the 30th which was yesterday..it all began at 8 in the morning, we were asked to meet up at lambak kanan, we start moving bouncer up into the van at 10-ish..i didn know bouncers were that fuckin heavy..ter-shit-shit mengangkat was what they said..first house was at mentiri, setting up the bouncer wasn so bad, and we made 10 bucks just to set that thing up, and i told myself this is not bad what are they complaining about, the second house was at jalan bebatik kulapis..near my place, the house lawn was abit small for the bouncer, it can barely fit there..but it has to be done..a little tweak here a little tweak there..we are done setting up for the day, it all ended at around 4-ish..went back home, was already exhausted took a shower and sleep it off..then we were asked to pack the bouncer up first off at the mentiri house..we started at 12midnight and it ended at around 2.30!!! it was raining and that shit was even heavier than when we set it up..i was covered in mud and cat crap -.-" i think..and we had to rush to bebatik kilanas and pack the other bouncer..we were already drained from the first bouncer, but alang2 peluk pekasam..lol bebatik kilanas bouncer packing up was over at around 4.30 am?? omg i was like a zombie moving around, was sleepy and tired..i just had to go to sleep..so i ended up at padil's house and just dozed off immediately after hot shower..uhhhh~~~ heaven =P not the best shower but yes..it was awesome..made 40 bucks in one day..it was ok, better than nothing=)
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Thursday, December 22, 2011
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